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Name: Matt
Location: Norfolk, Virginia, United States
Birthday: 9/19/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: so i typed this big long list of music i love, but it got deleted, so just ask me, i love indie, emo, screamo, alternative, you know all that stuff the kids listen to that you make fun of..
Expertise: yeah, don't really have one...
Occupation: Student
Industry: NAVY


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Member Since: 11/23/2004

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

new!

so i definitly just updated this site, it needed to be done, so look around, spot the changes, read my profile, do what you do, lol...


Friday, June 09, 2006

Currently Listening
Hellogoodbye
By Hellogoodbye
dear jaime...sincerely me
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read this!

so go figure...i want to fall in love. i thought i was a cuple times, but mean people suck...i want somone to be there for me, an for me to be there for...but everyone i try for, doesnt feel the same..why is life so had to figure out.why can't it be simple and easy. i just try and remain taciturn in my silence...i am never going fter a woman again, i am going to wait for them to come to me...it seems more safe that way, less heart-breaking...now for all of you who are going to read this and be all like "oh my gosh he is so said and depressed, i think he is suicidal.." thanks for being retarded, i mean somebody has got to do it, why not you, right??  I write on xangawhen im sad becuase it makes me feel better knowing people will read this and understand how my brain comprehends and percieves life...I am confused, i am sad, but guess what, feelings, emotions are all temporary,therefore i am not always sad, i am not always confused, but then again i am not always happy either...so use some common sense people, use the brain God gave you,ok?  this is how i feel better, i write, not all of my writings are here for the sake of my sanity..when you all read them you would be scared..to me it means nothing if you think i am sad, or suicidal, or lost, because i know how i am, what i feel, and that i want to live..so dont judge me, only God can...thankyou and goodnight...


Friday, April 07, 2006

hey everyone im on the boat til may 25th, leave a comment so i can stay in touch!! havea greatday,lol


Friday, March 17, 2006

Currently Listening
In Between Dreams
By Jack Johnson
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my life is brilliant

my love is pure

I saw an angel

of that I'm sure

she was working at Pac-Sun

she had another man

but I had a plan

you're beautiful

you're beautiful

it's true

I saw your face

in a crowded place

and I don't know what to do

she caught my eye

as I walked on by

and she could tell

I was flying..high

you're beautiful

you're beautiful

it's true

I saw your face

in a crowded place

and I don't know what to do

 

 


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Currently Reading
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas: A Savage Journey to the Heart of the American Dream
By Hunter S. Thompson
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he is watching

he is everywhere

he know your thoughts

and he doesnt care

what you do there are no pacts

just try and stick with the plain old facts

one day they will come

and take away the things we love

we must fight and resist we must

and hide and die

its better to die a hero than a liar

but nevermind me go find him yourself

who he is i do not wish to tell

for if i do you will know

and if you knew whats the point of riddles

time the biggest of them all

no one has figured out

have you? in that i seriously doubt

random thoughts are the best

so i can get them all off my chest

walking around in shame and sorrow

comes the wind with pain to borrow

from the sun he said

but the sun is died i inquired

and he said no, he is just tired

it is just the night, for 42 years

but dont cry for me, i dont want your tears

i only want to find out your fears

and try not to touch it when its hot

for it might bite you and make you rot

but pay no mind to me

i am just a simple man,

what do i know, i can know much

but these things i cannot tell

only hint at and make you wonder

what it is that i know

but as i said

camels want and dogs eat

what you cannot know and i cannot speak

 



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